feeling the pain and meeting death....

Dark clouds rain on my head,

empty thoughts,

cracking thunders;

blurred vision,

unconscious self,

vagueness spreading,

endless darkness,

cold and numb,

weak and broken,

body trembling,

heart breaking,

illusion- confusion strange with doubt,

sinking fate, faith betraying,

rising desire burning in fire ,

demons dreaming, freezing feeling,

hope fading , life ending,

greed, demon,

treachery,love,

truth and trust paradoxes,

falling , failing ,

thinking and loosing,

thoughts and dreams flowing,

waiting for help :

to be back on my feet,

see the sun and shine as a bead,

then a hand with fear and hope,

rising with a new beginning,

leaving behind hell and

taking birth again,

to live and let live

to love and let love ...........