How I Feel

It's so hard not to tell you the way I feel inside.
Everytime that I'm around you, it's my heart that I must hide.
I keep it to myself, in fear of what you'll say.
My soul couldn't bare it if you didn't feel the same.
I cry myslef to sleep at night
Wishing you were here to hold me tight.
A tear hits my pillow because my heart is in pain.
It's only your love that I'm wishing to gain.
Tonight it's another's eyes you look in
When you smile and tell her you're going to let her love in.
I don't know what to do or say
Knowing you should be with me that way.
I tell you that I'm happy for you and put on my best smile.
But all I really want to do is go and cry for a while.
Even after you put me trhough I stand by your side
Because I couldn't live with myself if I let the chance to love you pass me by.
Your friendship is the most precious thing to me,
But please don't be afraid of what all we could be.
In time, I will let all of this go.
The day will come when I can finally let you know.
Until then, I'll still be your best friend;
My love for you will never end.